Lepers the over thinkers blues
All the guys have started joining the super suicide society the group first created by finny and gene and the way to join is to jump out of the tree by the river and I just can’t seem to muster enough courage to do it, I always get there excited to do it and my brain kicks in with all the what ifs and I freeze up and then I just can’t anymore my body just locks up in a kind of defensive way like if it was trying to protect me from the decision I made by making me get out of there and I just go back to being quiet again getting disappointed with myself for not being able to just get this one jump out of a tree over with so I can be just like everyone else. Next time I’ll definitely jump….
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